ccwm

Mar 8

have moved to: ccwmz.blogspot.com

“for a better 2 way communication as implored and compelled by deep concerners”

Mar 1

izzz been a while

lets start with thanksgiving

A for Financial Accounting

A for Financial Management

B for Economics of Industry

B for Marketing Management and Strategy

sounds good, thank God for during that time of the exams, the dates were back to back with that of other papers, thank God for His favour, mercies, grace and wisdom…

Fools fall, wise men rise…

more papers coming up, 5 papers during the period of 16 to 26 march

truly a test of time management and strategy

if they had an exam on time management, it will be more than flying colours, could even go lecture about it… not being proud… but just saying time’s not as easy as managing it… there’s more to it like priorities and discipline…

thank God for relationships too!

firstly for the one i have been waiting for

hope has materialised and i agree with pst yonggi cho, in his faith dimension book, that indeed one has to have clear cut objectives, have a burning desire for that, praying for assurance and speaking about things as if it were…

and true enough, things came to pass…

how sweet is the goodness of God, like honey in the rock!

secondly for the time tested rela

between big and small

young and younger

old and older

matured and more matured

childish and more childish

haha what a way to describe!

but yes, that’s how we are

NONEtheless, no matter what come may,

we commit to grow and look forward to new horizons and revelation through our friendship and commitment! it is a special one…

last but not least

the most important one

that is with Sarayu (you know what i mean)

its really great to have you around

around life when all seem to close down

and also when all seem to have gone far

you are the strength of life

and you are the source of life

nothing beats the love that flows from you

and nothing compares to the hope and grace that you carry around…

indeed, i know you are submitted to me, and i thank you for that,

for i have learnt that submission is not about authority and not obedience, but it is all about relationships of love and respect…

thank you… for life… and thank you for living with…

Jan 12

just when I thought

all was well

then came the bomb

again

just what is this about…

Jan 11

back

varsity seemed different this sem

much more content

more difficulty and depth

good

and bad

good for the development

bad for the involvement

involvement of time and effort and thoughts

interesting yea it is

but mind seems to be somewhere else

got to refocus

got to ensure priority

must not allow badness to repeat itself

like it or not

re-channeling of time effort and thoughts

into studies useful for the enhancement of maturity

and for the sake of the paper

and the target achievement for this period

firmness in demonstrating

the very ability to discern and

whipping up writings and commentaries

portraying wisdom and understanding of subject matters

it must be forced upon

without much consideration

that should be the discipline

and the persistency

for this period

to pray it must be

and to hold fast

to listen to the right voices

and to steer from the ones you frown upon

re-generate

re-think

refresh

breathe

train and push the independence in thinking

10

Luke 24:32 They asked each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us on the road and opened the scriptures to us?”

Yup! 10 is the number

I commit 10 of them

10 to come to know

10 to see the light

10 to be enlightened

10 to be saved

be blest.

Jan 9

the new year

it’s not going to be easy…

relationships

school

and school again

ministries

and work prospects

got a total of 4 written assignments of each having a word expectation of 1500-2000 and more

got 3 presentations to work on, in a group - hope I’ve got good team mates

got 9 exam papers to take in march/april

got new friendships and relationships to build on

got 2 big ministries to commit to, which are pretty stressful, but exciting too

and really pray they would bear big, juicy and delicious fruits!

want to learn much more about biz and trade, stocks and shares

and want the parable of the talents to come true in my life!

Wishlist:

Shoes/Sneakers

Sports watch

Sling bag (sch use)

Jan 2

back in action, and no more inaction

ecc 8:6

“for there is a proper time and procedure for every matter, though a man’s misery weighs heavily upon him.”

matt 5:23-24

“therefore if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift.”

it’s great to be back in the brotherhood

it’s great to have grown time and again

though hard the silence was

but necessary it was

now it’s in action again

more news

more lessons

more advices

more insights

more wisdom

this brings to another point of creating action

bill hybels once said before

create action for the sake of action!

avoidance is no go

and definitely should be avoided

will try

will try more of action

and let inaction take the seat

Dec 28

the more

the more i fix a problem

the more problematic i became

the more good i do

the more evil i became

the more i try to redeem myself

the more i wanted to die

so why not let go

and let God?

and just simply believe?

Because He not only created you

but he bought you back

and brought you out of the miry clay

stop believing in human voices

believe in the voice of God

Dec 26

speechless

……………….

Dec 21

emotional risks

have been a cold + hard person always

then was called into a place and position and responsibility of risks

didn’t have problems with risks before

and was not afraid of them

but this time

it’s different

it’s emotional risks

the risk of being hurt and let down

not once

but probably over and over again

what a calling and burden to bear!

why?

hmmm

i guess past experiences have spoken for itself

and one cannot let the same thing happen again

one wants to take on the challenge to make a change

and make the change

it’s never been this way before

never about everlasting relationships

but guess its a learning curve

one whose gradient decreases with time north-eastwards

and its gonna be new

totally

and i really pray God’ll help

and watch over every single word spoken

and every act done