December 2009
5 posts
the more
the more i fix a problem
the more problematic i became
the more good i do
the more evil i became
the more i try to redeem myself
the more i wanted to die
so why not let go
and let God?
and just simply believe?
Because He not only created you
but he bought you back
and brought you out of the miry clay
stop believing in human voices
believe in the voice of God
speechless
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emotional risks
have been a cold + hard person always
then was called into a place and position and responsibility of risks
didn’t have problems with risks before
and was not afraid of them
but this time
it’s different
it’s emotional risks
the risk of being hurt and let down
not once
but probably over and over again
what a calling and burden to bear!
why?
hmmm
i guess past...
camp
its been a more than fufilling past 3
filled with memories and thoughts
i was comfortable where i was
and i know i need to keep working towards there
being there and staying there
a vision that stuck
that was my one and only reflection line
people of different race, religion, status, background
came together to accomplish one single task
that is to provide a wonderful time and opportunity...
PASSION
it’s been quite a while ever since so much has been felt
so much for something
so much for a cause
so much for a dream
so much for a desire
how could it be?
emotions emotions emotions
natural they are
yet self-controlling we must be
there’s so much to be known
but flaws and all
am willing to hear
am willing to accept
am willing to embrace
the voices from around
they...