emotional risks
have been a cold + hard person always
then was called into a place and position and responsibility of risks
didn’t have problems with risks before
and was not afraid of them
but this time
it’s different
it’s emotional risks
the risk of being hurt and let down
not once
but probably over and over again
what a calling and burden to bear!
why?
hmmm
i guess past experiences have spoken for itself
and one cannot let the same thing happen again
one wants to take on the challenge to make a change
and make the change
it’s never been this way before
never about everlasting relationships
but guess its a learning curve
one whose gradient decreases with time north-eastwards
and its gonna be new
totally
and i really pray God’ll help
and watch over every single word spoken
and every act done
